Wow.

Dear Homesickness, nerves, and loneliness,
I would really appreciate it if you would go away so I can enjoy France. I don't want to cry, but thanks for asking/not asking at all and barging in unwelcome. I heard that if you are kept busy, and have lots of things packed for the day, then it will keep you, your mind, and your heart busy, but the truth is, even if you have the busiest day of your life, but the world around you speaks a whole language you don't understand, you are going to have PLENTY of time to think about home, and idealize it, and think, I wish I was washing dishes right now, even though I hate it, at least it's at HOME.
So I had a pretty busy day, but it was surrounded by Marine and two of her best friends speaking very fast in French to each other, so I had a lot of time to just dwell on everything I miss, over analyze it, and think about ever since I got here, my nerves have been on their toes, and my stomach doesn't want anything to do with this French food nonsense, an I want my culture. I know that I am only saying this because I am tired and pretty lonely, but nonetheless, I still wish I had my mom and dad and brother and KP and Schaan and Peter and Pritten. Then France would be excellent. I'm sure this will pass, it comes in waves.